Many say that your first impression means everything. I have to say that in some cases, this is true. Not all first impressions last, but I think that your first impression says something about you. Some definitely stick though, I have a few acquaintances that definitely left lasting first impressions. Some great, some, not so great. Here I am though, thinking again about making a good first impression. The last time I thought about this was when I was going to start classes at the College of Saint Benilde. I was really excited a few months before classes, then the night before orientation, I started getting quite scared. I was scared I might not make any friends, or I might offend someone and then everyone will hate me. It was a classic
"What could go wrong?" then you think of everything that could go wrong situations. But then everything went great and I definitely made some great friends there who I love so dearly and are so close to my heart.
Here I am, a year and a half later in the same situation. I know it won't be the same because there are far less students in the school I'm going into tomorrow, but I can't help but feel a little bit scared. I think it's normal to be afraid because if I wasn't afraid, then I'd probably be way too confident with myself. I don't think I'd like that very much. Afraid or not, we have to go outside our comfort zones before anything great can happen. I may be scared, but I want to dive into the unknown. I mean, if I were playing everything safe I'd still be studying in CSB. I guess I've never been too good at following what people tell me I should do, because sometimes, what is safe won't always make you happy.
To all those starting classes again tomorrow, have a great first day back! To all those starting over like me, Good Luck!
.M.
p.s. Wish me luck tomorrow!